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This is for the things I don’t say enough, 
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I’ll see you soon but I’ll talk to you sooner
This is for the things I don’t say enough, 
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I’ll see you soon but I’ll talk to you sooner

Do you honestly believe I’d turn my back on you and leave my true love all alone in this cruel world?
When every single solitary day I do my best to secure a future for me and you girl
Cause it IS all about you, It’s been all about you 
Seconds feel like millenniums when I’m without you,
But my momma said there be days like this and ain’t jack we can do 
that’s the way life is.

But it’s been weeks since I felt your lips and I’m a fiend for my queen so I need a fix,
Only for now I’ll settle for these talks on the phone, 
But I cut my arm off for a moment alone,
With the one that I cherish whether in Rome or Paris, Amsterdam or Japan, 
Please note that I am thinkin’ bout my baby as much as humanly possible, 
An’ I know you’re frustrated cause life has too many obstacles

This is for the things I don’t say enough, 
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I’ll see you soon but I’ll talk to you sooner
This is for the things I don’t say enough, 
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I’ll see you soon but I’ll talk to you sooner

My dear my dear my dear I know you’re lonely 
An’ I know very well that it’s hard and it hurts but there’s no need to cry, 
Cause I will be home soon and there ain’t no limit to the things that we goin’ do,
Whatever you want name it and I’ll make it reality, 
To see my baby’s face nothin’ means more then that for me.


This is far from flattery I ain’t trying to impress you,
truth is I miss you and I’m hurtin’ internally,
Sometimes these long trips feel like eternity, 
But they say distance makes the heart grow fonder,
And in this case it’s proven to be fact, 
So I’ll be back like a T100.

From blocks away you will see me comin’,
With the biggest smile you ever seen on my face,
Cause even the toughest man on the planet needs lovin’,
There’s nothin’ tame the wild like a woman’s embrace.

This is for the things I don’t say enough, 
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I’ll see you soon but I’ll talk to you sooner
This is for the things I don’t say enough, 
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I’ll see you soon but I’ll talk to you sooner

Feels like it’s been forever and I can’t wait to see ya,
It’s like wit’ Bonnie and Clyde, Tony and Maria, 
Romeo and Juliet, Akeem and Lisa.
Basically inseparable and it’s more then sexual.

Withstand every shell Tell me don’t you like the sound of that?
Got my heart racing an about to have a heart attack
Wantin’ to be loved by you just you.
Theres nobody loves you like I do 
And I ain’t scared to show it 
but these feelings are hard to put into words 
and I’m a poet slash MC
So give me credit for expressing them 
because writin’ this was more nervous then I ever been

I had to get it out for when I’m unable to sit wit’ you,
You have a little song that I wrote for you to listen to,
So you know the way that you’re missin’ me I’m missin you.
I wanna give you the world but for now I hope this’ll do

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Run, running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me, I’m the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most

And I’m so sorry that I’ve fallen
Help me up, lets keep on running
Don’t let me fall out of love

Running, running, as fast as we can
(As fast as we can)
Do you think you’ll make it?
(Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
It’s so we don’t get separated

Be, be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don’t stop inspiring me

Sometimes it’s hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don’t make me want to give up

Running, running, as fast as this can
(As fast as we can)
I really hope you’ll make it
(Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
It’s so we don’t get separated

Running, as fast as this can
(As fast as we can)
I really hope you’ll make it
(Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
It’s so we don’t get separated

The future

Running, running, as fast as this can
(As fast as we can)
Do you think you’ll make it?
(Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
It’s so we don’t get separated

Running, as fast as we can
(As fast as we can)
I really hope you’ll make it
(Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, running keep holding my hand
It’s so we don’t get separated

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Save up all the days
A routine malaise
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay

Would you always
Maybe sometimes
Make it easy?
Take your time

Think of all the ways
Momentary phase
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay

Every time you try
Quarter half the mile
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay

Would you always
Maybe sometimes
Make it easy?
Take your time

Would you always
Maybe sometimes
Make it easy?
Take your time

Always, sometimes
Easy, time

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I was out of your league
And you were 20,000 underneath the sea
Waiving affections
You were out of my league
At a distance that I didn’t wanna see
Down to the bottom

I wanted a junction and often there was one
You’d surface face first and we’d share our thought bubbles
And I still believe in the phrases that we breathed
But I know the distance isn’t fair to cross

I was out of your league
And you were 20,000 underneath the sea
Waiving affections
You were out of my league
At a distance that I didn’t wanna see
Wanted you nearer
Your depths made a pressure that punctured my works

and all your fluids couldn’t tolerate the force of my thirst
I love the place where we shared our tiny grace
But because it’s real doesn’t mean it’s gonna work

I was out of your league
And you were 20,000 underneath the sea
Waiving affections
You were out of my league
At a distance that I didn’t wanna see
Wanted you nearer

And true affection floats
True affections sinks like a stone
I never felt so close 
I never felt so all alone

I was out of your league
And you were 20,000 underneath the sea
Waiving affections
You were out of my league
At a distance that I didn’t wanna see
Wanted you nearer

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Josh,

Oopsie read your post! I honestly was surprised to see you write something haha. Oh stop, this isn’t about you hurting me anymore. We’ve hurt each other. I gave you a terrible time with that Christmas gift and at the beach, so now we’re even. Sorta. Haha (bad joke). Being back in Esco sure makes me fantasize a lot. If you haven’t noticed already. I know, I know. You want me to get over you. Thanks for not posting. Sorry you have to read everything I post! I was pretty dead sure you didn’t come on my turf anymore since you seemed pretty upset since that whole fight we got into. Good to hear from ya. 

I wish this could be the beginning of us talking again. Contact. Some form of communication. But it cant be. I really can’t respond to anything else after I respond to this and I hope you understand that it will be for the better (or at least I hope). We have hurt each other but my share has been far more the greater amount so I have to apologize even if you do not want to hear it. You know on Saturday I had a split shift at the skate park. I went to the mall to read my book on my break and about crapped my pants when I say Ty your best guy friend there. You have no idea the cluster of mixed emotions that ran through my brain. I knew you were in town and I did not even know how to respond. Were you going to be there. Was he meeting you. It was crazy. Also, I cannot lie and say I have not kind of semi gone out of my way to drive by your apartment and by McDonald’s on my daily routes to possibly catch a glimpse of you. I know its a lost cause to try and see you and I don’t even know how I would react if I did see you. But I still have a drive to do so. I am really really happy you and Chantelle had a good time. She is such a great friend to you and you are lucky to have her as a best friend. It made me so happy to read that this break has been going better than your last one did. I do have to read everything you post. It’s who you are. It has not changed must since I first looked at it a long time ago haha except minorly. The bottom line about that fight you speak of is I could never stay mad at you. I honestly don’t even remember what it was about. You have to forgive and move on to get places in life. Holding on to anger and tense emotions will never put you at peace. I am not upset with any fight anymore. I am only upset with how all of this really never has not come to a happy resolution. Feel free to respond to this if you’d like. But know I cannot respond to another post. I don’t want to fall back into the habit of talking to you because it is a fact that I cannot resist you and we would just be back into an awkward stressful situation again full of what ifs and open ends. Sorry if this has brought back emotions you are trying to rid yourself of. Like I said I cannot respond again. But thanks for getting in touch with me. Welks does sound amazing :) Have a good rest of your break and keep on striving at UCSB. It will get better. Good to hear from you too actually adressed (literally) to me.