Pickled Beets

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As I sit at home, alone, I reflect on everything that has happened thus far. I appreciate and welcome thoughts and images of everything that you have done for me. I hope that these memories do not turn into things you did, but continue on to things you do for me. Not one single moment has been spared not thinking of you and my phone is so hard not to touch as every second ticks by ever so slowly, thinking of you. I just want to talk to you, but am trying ever so hard to see how things work for you and what your mind concludes with everything, hopefully for the better. I will be patient in this and wish that your New Years goes incredibly. I am proud of you for facing and overcoming your biggest fears even if I cannot tell you directly. Your tumblr and facebook have turned into an addiction and I know that this is not over for me. I just pray that it is not over for you. This break is ALREADY killing me. It has been since the second I left your house. I didn’t want to, but that guy had to leave and you went inside. So, yeah…I guess that’s it. This song is beautiful and you can take the lyrics however you would like. I saw them in a positive light, with hope. Maybe you can see them that way also. I don’t want to stop typing because this is the closest I have felt to you in the last few days and I know you will see it, but I have said enough. Hang in there Sara. Clear your mind. Spend some time doing stuff for yourself. And maybe hopefully I will hear from you again soon.

So sentimental
Not sentimental no !
Romantic not disgusting yet
Darling I’m down and lonely
When with the fortunate only
I’ve been looking for something else
Do let do let do let jugulate do let do let do
Let’s go slowly, discouraged,
Distant from other interests
On your favorite weekend ending
This love’s for gentlemen only
That’s with the fortunate only
No I gotta be someone else
These days it comes it comes it comes it comes it comes and goes

Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, oh !
I’m not easily offended
It’s not hard to let it go
From a mess to the masses

Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, oh !
I’m not easily offended
It’s not hard to let it go
From a mess to the masses

Follow, misguide, stand still
Disgust, discourage
On this precious weekend ending
This love’s for gentlemen only
Wealthiest gentlemen only
And now that you’re lonely
Do let do let do let jugulate do let do let do

Let’s go slowly, discouraged,
We’ll burn the pictures instead
When it’s all over we can barely discuss
For one minute only
Not with the fortunate only
Thought it could have been something else
These days it comes it comes it comes it comes it comes and goes

Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, Oh !
I’m not easily offended
It’s not hard to let it go
From a mess to the masses

Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, Oh !
I’m not easily offended
It’s not hard to let it go
From a mess to the masses